Im going to rewrite my history and blot out all the pain.
In my brand new version my life is not in vain.
Theres gonna be a woman whose love is warm and deep.
Every night I come home well make out before I sleep.
My smiles will be real because things are not so bad.
I have no money problems and was raised by Mom and Dad.
Ill graduate from college with only As and Bs.
Then Ill be a doctor that cures your worst disease.
In my revision Im going to matter.
My life will improve instead of getting sadder.
My hate will not exist, nor my bitterness.
With history rewritten I will get to know b
Little girl, hot damn! You look fine tonight.
I want to get a taste of your rippling cellulite.
Shake those cottage thighs like an earthquake.
Then Ill take you to McDonalds for a milkshake.
Little girl, your beauty makes me grin.
I love to nibble on all of your double chins.
Ill put a hickey on your neck. It looks like a pack of beef franks.
When Im drunk you look like Tyra Banks.
It doesnt matter because I love you sober.
Do me a favor and please bend over.
I want to jump on your back and ride a hippopotamus.
When we go out a lot of people look at us.
I stabbed them all. They needed death anyway.
I
Twenty minutes of desire;
Twenty minutes of acute passion.
A fleeting thought of love overwhelmed by aggression.
Oh, well. Smile as morality forsakes you.
Lets fuse although I hate you.
Twenty minutes of pleasure, then I vomit.
But the toilet seat has nothing on it.
My poking ribs are malnourished.
My stomach is growling.
My inner voice is constantly howling.
Ive debased myself and I cant forget.
I can list thirty five ways to die in one sentence
And kill you using them all without repentance.
There are so many ways to die. Why?
Because graves need to be occupied.
Youre a victim but not of circumstance.
Id kill everyone if I had the chance.
As you fall into my line of sight
I wish I could kiss your ass goodnight.
When death comes youll never be ready.
Youll expect guns and get machetes.
The pain hurts more than you expected.
Then your head and neck get disconnected.
I need no one. I dont need a thing.
Im just augmented by anything you bring.
If you want to be with me listen closely to this:
Everything you do is at your own risk.
I refuse to be pathetic, and I refuse to need.
I know youd really like to, but you cant have the lead.
After a few mistakes I finally had to learn.
I wont let another skirt make me crash and burn.
Its nothing personal, and Im not really cold.
But Im not gonna fit into anybodys mold.
You can scream all you want, but the rules dont apply
Make yourself useful. Just shut up and die
I dont like who you are. I dont care how you feel
The way that you live holds no appeal
One more outburst and Ill bust up your jaw
And cut off your fingers before you call the law
Now that Im pissed Im making a pledge
To kill anyone that drives me over the edge
All roads lead to death
Your crucifix is out of breath
Bow down to your genocide
Whatever they say, youre open wide
All your beliefs are blank
Thats why you memorize what you pray
You clothe yourself with faith
Then take it off until next Sunday
Everyone gets a halo
But theyre still threatened with hell
Everyone gets led astray
Because those who lead are doing well
Everyone is so secure and content
That theyre afraid to expose the lies
Everyone wants someone else to
Run their insignificant lives
I took a dump in your sink
I took a dump in your drink
I took a dump on your wife
And I dont care what you think
I took a dump on your kids
I took a dump on your car
I walked into a club
And took a dump at the bar
I took a dump on my date
I took a dump in her soup
When you made kool-aid
I stirred in some poop
I took a dump at a church
I took a dump on a grave
I took a dump on a cop
That told me to behave
I took a dump in your cobbler
And your chicken pot pie
Im a dumping fiend
And Ill dump til I die
My arms are opened, waiting to greet you, to hold you tight, feel your heart beat next to mine. Let me give you a hug, let me lay a sweet embrace to free you, for a moment from this world, so you could be safe and loved.
Tell me about your day, I want to hear all your frustrations from this routine called life, share every detail, explain how you felt through the hours we were apart, tell me the stories, because you know I always want to know, you are my world and I will listen to you.
Give me your friendship, since its the foundation of our relation. I will help you grow and I will accept you for who you are. Let me be your shadow, f
There once was a girl I really liked,
But she loved another man.
When I caught wind of their relationship
I failed to understand
Why I could not have the love of one
I so admired.
I had the urge to slay the one she chose
To acquire.
So I made friends with the man that
Stole my lifes prize.
When he put his trust in me I gouged
Out both his eyes.
The thought of never seeing her must
Have caused distress,
But not as much alarm as letting ants
Eat off his flesh.
The moral of the story is covet leads to
Greater sin.
Heed the words Ive written from the
Asylum that Im in.
Current Residence: Texas Favourite genre of music: Rock, Alternative, Industrial Favourite photographer: n/a Favourite style of art: Dark fantasy Operating System: Windows MP3 player of choice: My computer Shell of choice: Turtles in a halfshell Wallpaper of choice: Me in a skullmask and tophat Skin of choice: Any that I've ripped off of someone's body Favourite cartoon character: Vash the Stampede Personal Quote: "Eat crap and die."
Favourite Visual Artist
Whoever made that "scream" painting
Favourite Movies
Fight Club, Garden State, Eternal Sunshine
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
NIN, Marylin Manson, Depeche Mode
Favourite Writers
All the dark, underground poets that don't give a damn about what mainstream assholes think.
Today I went to the library and borrowed a couple of books. One is entitled "Mina." It's based on Bram Stoker's Dracula and written entirely from the point of view of Mina. The other book is called "The Immortal." I'm not sure of the details of the book.